Thursday, March 12, 2026

March Winds

 It is a cold, windy day in Druid Hills. The contradictions of springtime sound out in the wind chimes, are visible in the bending trees and flower petals scattered. New life struggles into existence as winter rises up like the dead after days as hot as summer. It is a time of intense feelings, of passion experienced and recalled. The equinox approaches. 

This morning, as I have coffee and sit at my laptop near the window to the screen porch, the faces of the dead appear to me, those who departed in this past year, in 2025, and those untimely deaths all the way back to that of my grandmother Miller who died of a stroke at the age of 63 when I was 16. She is buried in the Jewish section of Bonaventure Cemetery in Savannah.


Bonaventure





Here are the people with us now only in spirit:






Darryl,
Chicago


Grandma Noble
Bakes the Cakes




Joey Daab, San Francisco

Katie, Darryl, Mom




Lee,
Tybee



Mom and Lee











 




























Half Ghost:
Jack the Photographer

Thursday, March 05, 2026

The creation of Evil

 

Well, almost every culture and gathering of people from the days of Mesopotamian cities, of the love story of Gilgamesh and Enkidu, has had a concept of evil. I want to focus for now on the Judeo-Christian concept (or notion)...To use Darryl's witticism, the Birth of a Notion can be used to describe what I'm after. 

 Jesus suffering


When god created the world and got around to creating man, in a lovely garden of flowers and animals we all assume were male and female, he forgot that poor Adam would suffer loneliness. Could that be the first instance of neglect? Any way, he took one of Adam's ribs and made Eve. So humans became like all the other animals except for one rule. See yonder fig tree (apple tree?). Do not eat from that tree. 

Me? I think evil was created then and there by god himself. Why? because in a life of immortality and no other rules, who could resist the temptation to eat what had to be something miraculously delicious? Besides, there in Eden, Satan dwelled in the form of a snake. Why was that? Why did god put Satan in Eden in the first place (wasn't that also evil?)? 

Do you wonder what the world would have looked like had there been no tempting snake, no woman seduced  by Satan, a strong Adam refusing to eat that apple (or fig)? Take a look at the amazing Garden of Earthly Delights by Hieronymus Bosch, painted in 1500. 

 





  


Bigger Picture:


But they did, so no immortality, disease, and death to everything in Eden. Worse, sin meant biting insects, disease, famine, war, sufferings... 

Not until the birth of Jesus did anything change. (Well god did wipe out all of humanity except the family of Noah at some point). There are varying details, but in most versions, the story goes like this: god gave his only begotten son through virgin birth to the world. The son grew up, gave sermons in such places as mountains; he healed the sick and fed the poor and hungry, and was taken after the complaints of Jews, and the indifference of a Roman official, by Roman soldiers to be tortured and nailed to a cross until he died a slow, painful death in front of his mother and friends. 


Giotto:
Judas Kiss

I was brought up in the Episcopal Church and I heard the story from numerous sources. I read the 4 gospels written around a hundred years after his torture and death. Never in any version I heard could I make sense of why this horrible, cruel death of betrayal and rejection relieved mankind of its sin. How does his torture and brutal death redeem anything? Doesn't the cruel death simply show that people are still evil, that kind, loving, socialistic sermons are still being rewarded with money loving, selfishness and hatred? Why does this cruelty make Eve's falling for Satan's temptation and Adam falling for Eve's OK? And if it does, where is Eden, immortality, and pleasure such as existed in the Garden?

It is all nonsense. Today, millions of people dress up, drive their showy cars down to the church to ask for forgiveness, and to chat with their friends. It is as if evil doesn't exist. For wealthy, white, nationalistic people this is the best of all possible worlds. The suffering of the rest of humankind is of little or no consequence. 

Amen



Saturday, February 14, 2026

A Life of Love and Friendship

 As Valentines Day ends, as I struggle with living alone after 35 years of marriage, the gifts of love and friendship rule my thoughts. As an old man of 78 years, as a philosopher, I am torn between the joys of my long life, and the horrors, the cruelty, the hardship of so many in the present world, including this country I live in. For now, let me celebrate those I have loved and those who have loved me. 

The person who loved me more than any other, the person I have loved most in my life is Darryl. Here I shall post a few of the wonderful photographs of our times together, our joys, our travels. Many more are here in the pages of this blog. 


Our Civil Union in Vermont, 2000







Darryl in his A-Frame, Kalani


An Angel,
Angel Island
Darryl and the Parthenon
Athens














Darryl at the Devil's Courthouse
Blue Ridge Parkway











San Miguel de Allende















Our Wedding Day,
Lands End Inn
Provincetown,
2004


Waterfall, Graveyard Fields