Thursday, August 07, 2025

A Long Life

 An updated version of my biography:

8/7/'25

Written in 2009,  5 years after my marriage to Darryl, almost 20 years after our romance began,  and with a few minor updates, this bio is in serious need of an extensive update. Darryl's death has transformed my life completely, making me something of a ghost, myself. This is already well documented in recent posts on this blog and in Facebook. My teaching now is primarily in Art History. I work only half-time. Travel has been a major part of my life; so, add trips recorded here and in FB to England, Japan, Hawaii, Mt. Rainier, Seattle, Washington, DC, Delaware, Maryland, and repeatedly to the Blue Ridge Mountains. All are documented in detail on this blog. Everything I've said about Friendship still applies. 

To the Spirits and the Memory of James Land Jones, Julian Baird,  Jake Waldrop,  Katie Nachod, and 
my husband, Darryl Gossett. 

Cheers,
Jack 







 
Darryl in Egypt


Saturday, December 05, 2009

Call Me Jack (What's in a name?)


Jack in Hilo
Photo by Dar

Having a name is odd. Our first bit of identity is chosen before or right at the moment of coming into being. Why don't we get to create it later, the way we do our religion-- Oh wait, most of us get immersed in that right away too. Yet, the latter is easily enough altered, not stamped on our birth certificate, forever.

So, call me Jack, the name my parents gave me. Call me a Savannah boy, since I was born there and lived there until I went to college. That's how one starts, right? The colleges certainly are an essential part of my identity-- here's the list: U.Va., Sewanee, Tulane, Emory University are the major ones. Left Va. for Sewanee in order to change majors (math to philosophy) and for reasons of love and sexual identity. Degrees? B.A., M.A., M.Ln., Ph.D. in Philosophy (Tulane). My Doctoral Dissertation was on the Philosophy of Art

(http://zonetotal.blogspot.com/2009/12/my-doctoral-dissertation-cited.html) and My Master's Thesis was on D.H. Lawrence, whose homes I visited in Taos, NM, Hampstead Heath, north of London, Land's End in Cornwall, and Lake Chapala, Mexico.

Suffice it to say that in the areas of literature and philosophy my interests range from Shakespeare to the Beats, and from Plato, Descartes and Berkeley, to the existentialists, especially Sartre and Simone de Beauvoir. Oh, there are others too: the Romantic poets to Michel Foucault. And that doesn't even touch on the art and artists I love...

I've had a long career in teaching and librarianship: Two universities, two art colleges, two high schools, and the High Museum of Art along with other oddities like Law Librarian at the Georgia State University Law School. Teaching for 17 years at the Atlanta College of Art was especially rewarding. During those years I wrote articles and reviews for Art Papers, and other publications. I met wonderful students who are still making art today. Kara Walker took two of my classes. And many students and colleagues are now among my Facebook friends.

It was also during this time that I collected much of the art I now own, the Larry Connatser paintings, for instance, and the photographs of my friend Paula Gately Tillman.

Since the age of 18 I have kept journals. My first trip to Europe in 1970 was as formative as any college course. I spent three months there, writing Journal 5, traveling by Eurail pass, soaking up art and history as never before. This blog is testament to how much I love Europe and have continued to bask in the culture and civilization there.

This is not the place for the history of my relationships and the back and forth I did, like the train trips in Europe from country to country, across the landscapes, bodyscapes of sexuality. Suffice it to say, I was every inch a Hippie in the 70's and thank Dionysus for it. Savannah, New Orleans, Mexico, and San Francisco, with frequent jaunts to New York and New England, were my playgrounds and home during the 70s. Those were the days of meeting Allen GinsbergW.S. Merwin, and Lawrence Ferlinghetti-- the time when I met the wonderful actor and my close friend, Joe Mydell.

Today, I am married to a man, my husband  Darryl Gossett. We have a nexus of relationships with others. Our travels and life together fill many of the pages of this Blog. He is a talented editor and writer. we have  lived in our townhouse in Atlanta 18 years. My aim now is to shift from critical writing to more creative writing, such as my "Art Memo" and several reviews in The Gay and Lesbian Review, Worldwide, (another link to the essay is here: click). I plan to continue writing poetry, and to create a photographic vision in sync with my writing, as in my other blog: Apricots.


Darryl and I on Maui.




















But enough about me...

Here's to my friends and loved ones: 

(updated)

To the chief intensity: the crown of these
Is made of love and friendship, and sits high
Upon the forehead of humanity.


Keats-- Endymion.


Tuesday, August 05, 2025

A Birthday in Provincetown

 Twenty-one years ago Darryl and I married in P'town. Here is a reminiscence from my journal  of our delightful stay at the Land's End Inn.


August 5, 2004


 Birds hop from limb to limb in the garden, shaking water from their wings. The tiny lighthouse is just visible in the mist turning the sand dunes and marsh into the horizon. 

There are many gay guests at the inn, including a lesbian couple with children. It is "family week" here. 

There are writers and teachers here. They all know Michael Cunningham who lives in Provincetown and whose novel A Home at the End of the World I am now reading. It is a melancholy story, but the sadness is strangely comforting because of the love it conveys. 

We have filled out the paper work at City Hall for our wedding. An enthusiastic, gay, married clerk helped us with the forms and the required Syphilis tests which naturally came back negative. A Justice of the Peace will come to Land's End Inn to perform the ceremony. 

Guests of the inn are jubilant over the prospect of a wedding in the garden.

August 7

A bright morning as clear as a syllogism, cool and quiet but for birdsong and cooing doves, begins our wedding day and my 57th Birthday. The champagne is chilled and ready. 

August 8

Our lovely wedding ceremony yesterday moved us to tears, filling us with appreciation of one another. The Justice of the Peace, Joan Drysdale, gave the service a sense of importance and value. Several of the Inn's guests we had met and dined with, observed the wedding, helped with photos, congratulated us, and sipped the champagne in our honor. Darryl and I were both struck by the momentousness of the occasion, by the abiding love it embodied. 

The morning in the gorgeous garden of the inn was dazzling. It could not have been more perfect. After the ceremony and the champagne, we rested awhile, We followed Thea's (our host at the Inn) advice to have a picnic lunch. We walked to the park where the Pilgrim's landed. Afterwards we spent an hour on Herring Cove Beach. 

In the evening, we took the fast ferry to Boston. We checked in at the Crown Room where the head steward , also named Darryl, kindly upgraded us both to First Class for our flight home to Druid Hills. 







Czeslaw Milosz: Poem and New Yorker Article

 






Meaning

When I die, I will see the lining of the world.
The other side, beyond bird, mountain, sunset.
The true meaning, ready to be decoded.
What never added up will add Up,
What was incomprehensible will be comprehended.
- And if there is no lining to the world?
If a thrush on a branch is not a sign,
But just a thrush on the branch? If night and day
Make no sense following each other?
And on this earth there is nothing except this earth?
- Even if that is so, there will remain
A word wakened by lips that perish,
A tireless messenger who runs and runs
Through interstellar fields, through the revolving galaxies,
And calls out, protests, screams.

--Czeslaw Milosz


The New Yorker on the Poet:

Czeslaw Milosz’s Battle for Truth





Sunday, August 03, 2025

The Mechanics of The Mind: Unlocking the Mysteries of Alzheimer's Disease

 By Darryl Gossett

Emory Medicine

Spring Issue, 1995





A quick look at the landscape of Alzheimer's disease research at Emory won't reveal much that looks all that different from programs in place at our peer institutions. 

And that's good. Emory investigators have worked hard with others in the Alzheimer's community to create a template of common goals and approaches to guide research. 

Bubbling just beneath the surface at Emory, however, is a dynamic program whose energy, vision, and resources mark it as something special. It's a comparatively fledgling effort, led by a multidisciplinary team of young turks who, on occasion, seem to have surprised even themselves with the speed of their progress. Their success rests on an enviable combination of strengths: leadership roles in cooperative ventures sponsored by the National Institute on Aging (NIA); a solid track record of achievement in traditional areas of Alzheimer's research - pathology, radiology, pharmacology; and groundbreaking work in areas such as mitochondrial genetics, dementia in minority populations, and neurodegeneration among aged primates. 

"A decade ago, neuroscience work at Emory was 150% clinical," says Herbert Karp, founding chairman of the School of Medicine's Department of Neurology. "Today, we can honestly say we have grown fruitful and multiplied." 

In a field where growth has been notoriously slow, Emory's rapid rise has not gone unnoticed. 

Since 1907, when German pathologist Alois Alzheimer first characterized the mysterious, progressive dementia which now bears his name, advances in understanding the disorder have seemed incremental, at least to the lay person. There is still no known cause, cure, or treatment; no agreed-upon risk factors; no way to make a definite diagnosis short of autopsy or, in rare cases, biopsy. The principal symptoms described by Dr. Alzheimer - confusion, disorientation, and loss of memory, language, and other higher cognitive functions - are the same chief observational symptoms one sees today. 

And today one sees more and more of them. Alzheimer's disease is the number one cause of dementia in an increasingly gray USA. More than $90 billion is spent annually on the disease, the NIA estimates, which afflicts almost 4 million Americans and kills about 100,000 each year. If these figures are on target, Alzheimer's should be considered the fourth-leading cause of death among adults in the United States, behind heart disease, cancer, and stroke. 

Why such glacial progress on such a widespread and devastating illness? Aside from the complexities of the disease, a possible reason is the very nature of academic research itself: insular, highly competitive, and costly. As happens in other disciplines, Alzheimer's researchers have often found themselves in the position of reinventing the wheel, devising their own diagnostic criteria and evaluation methods. In such a breeding ground for diminishing returns, the smallest step forward has required enormous effort. 

To address the obvious need for pooling of information, the NIA in 1986 created CERAD, the Consortium to Establish a Registry for Alzheimer's Disease. Today, CERAD investigators from 29 university medical centers in this country have joined sites from around the world in collaborative study of Alzheimer's and other dementing disorders. 

Emory has long played an active part in this study. At the time CERAD was established, Herbert Karp had just stepped down as chairman of neurology to serve as medical director of the new Wesley Woods Geriatric Hospital at Emory. He eagerly joined forces with the consortium, serving as director of one its first clinical sites. Today, CERAD's neuropathology task force is led by Emory scientist Suzanne Mirra. Other Emory researchers have played key roles in CERAD as well, including radiologist Patricia Davis, who has led the effort to standardize neuroimaging assessments of dementia patients. 

"I believe our early involvement in CERAD played an important part in coalescing our own research program in Alzheimer's disease," says Dr. Karp, "because it forced us to look around and acknowledge the work that was being conducted here, albeit independently and small of scale. And it set the stage for bigger and better things to take place." 
 
 
 The payoff of CERAD's efforts to standardize procedures is that now Alzheimer's researchers can compare apples to apples. CERAD participants, by speaking a common language, are able to stockpile the fruits of their labors into a computerized database for the purposes of comparison and sharing. Dr. Albert Heyman, professor emeritus of neurology at Duke University, heads the consortium, which now follows nearly 2,000 patients in studies around the country. (A widely respected pioneer in neuroscience, Dr. Heyman was a member of Emory's medical house staff in the 1940s and co-founded Grady Hospital's first sexually transmitted disease clinic.) 

Emory's connection to CERAD really took off after Dr. Karp introduced Dr. Heyman to Dr. Suzanne Mirra, an up-and-coming neuropathologist. The two hit it off, and it was soon agreed that Dr. Mirra would head up CERAD's new neuropathology task force. 

"Dr. Mirra quickly became the focal point of our program here as well as a key player in CERAD," says Dr. Karp. "She embraced work from various disciplines - Doug Wallace's research, for instance, on mitochondrial DNA and aging - and really fostered the idea of collective, synergistic work well before an Alzheimer's disease center ever materialized here." 

One materialized, though, in just five short years, in the fall of 1991. Funded by a $3-million grant from the NIA, Emory's Alzheimer's Disease Center (ADC) is led by Dr. Mirra at the Veterans Affairs Medical Center. "It didn't hurt our grant application to the NIA that we have such a wonderful clinical resource as Wesley Woods or such close ties to Grady Hospital, the Atlanta VA, and the Yerkes Primate Center," says Dr. Karp. "But when it came right down to it, what won us the most points were the people and programs we had in place here at Emory. People and programs have been the core of our success." 

In the early 1980s, Dr. Mirra was still devoting most of her time to teaching and clinical practice. One day, she remembers, she was approached by an enterprising first-year medical student, a Woodruff Scholar named John Rogers, who asked for some leads on setting up a summer research project on Alzheimer's disease. She drew a complete blank. 

"As inconceivable as it may seem now," she says, "I couldn't think of any basic research going on here in Alzheimer's. But John was tenacious and engaging, and I didn't want to discourage him. So I proposed a project he could do in my own lab." 

That project, a study of the role of the basal forebrain in neurologic disorders, was published in 1985 in the Annals of Neurology. Dr. Rogers, a 1986 MD/MPH graduate from Emory, went on to a successful neurology career and currently directs the movement disorders program at Beth Israel Hospital in New York. 

And Dr. Mirra has never stopped proposing projects. One of them, her own, received a merit award on cytoskeletal pathology in 1985 from the VA for work on the physical properties of neurofibrillary tangles and senile plaques in the Alzheimer's brain. That award, now in its third cycle of competitive funding, went a long way toward proving that Emory could play with the big kids on the Alzheimer's playground. 

Other important research being conducted in the Mirra labs explores the possible connections between Alzheimer's and other neurodegenerative conditions such as Parkinson's and Pick's diseases and progressive supranuclear palsy. "Over the years," says Dr. Mirra, "I have seen an incredible overlap of clinical, neuropathological, and molecular features in these disorders. The microscopic changes that are typical of Parkinson's disease, for instance, are also evident in many Alzheimer's patients." 

In fact, Dr. Mirra's CERAD group found that about 25% of Alzheimer's cases nationwide show overlapping features of Parkinson's. In a subsequent ongoing study of patients at Emory, Dr. Mirra's ADC team is finding even more overlap. "Approximately one third of our Alzheimer's patients show coexisting neuropathologic features of Parkinson's," she says. "And we've seen that rare conditions like Pick's disease and corticobasal ganglionic degeneration also show a surprising number of shared features. The extent of these overlaps, in fact, suggests these conditions may actually represent a spectrum of disease with related causal mechanisms." The Mirra labs are currently exploring this provocative idea. 

Much of what we know about Alzheimer's disease has been learned through pathology, by scientists such as Dr. Mirra engaged in direct, visual examination of the brains of those who have died of the disease. The two most famous findings - the tangles and plaques that are the microscopic hallmarks of Alzheimer's disease - were first identified at the turn of the century. Much of the work conducted since has centered on unlocking the secrets of these tangles and plaques: Why do they form? What are they composed of? Why do they constitute an apparently benign presence in the brains of some older persons while ravaging the memories and emotions of others? 

Much research has focused on the plaques - portions of sick nerve cells mired in a blob of an abnormal protein called beta amyloid. Over the past ten years, literally billions of federal and corporate dollars have been spent trying to crack the beta amyloid riddle - do people with Alzheimer's produce too much of the protein, or break down too little? Further, some researchers dispute just how toxic beta amyloid is to brain cells in the first place, arguing against a direct domino effect linking the protein, plaque formation, and Alzheimer's disease. 

Emory researchers took a different tack. In the mid 1980s, scientists John Wood, Nancy Pollock, and Suzanne Mirra turned their attention to tangles, specifically to the twisted structures - the paired helical filaments - which are their predominant feature. They determined that a major component of these filaments, which also make up part of the senile plaques, was a protein called tau. 

In a normally functioning brain, tau is found in axons, the long nerve fibers by which neurons send their electrical signals. In the axons, tau helps fortify the system of microtubules that impart stability to the cell skeleton. One recent study of great interest found that tau binds tightly, in the test tube at least, with apolipoprotein E (ApoE), a protein produced in the liver and brain whose job is to ferry cholesterol around in the bloodstream. 

One theory has it that one form of ApoE does not bind to tau as it's supposed to, leaving the door open for free-floating tau molecules to clump together, initiating tangle formation and weakening the cell skeleton. 

Investigators at Duke have found that this "bad" form of ApoE, dubbed epsilon4, is associated with increased risk of developing Alzheimer's. In fact, folks unlucky enough to inherit two copies of e4 (one from each parent) are about 15 times as likely to develop Alzheimer's disease after the age of 65 as are people with none. This link has been confirmed by several groups worldwide, including the Alzheimer's Disease Center at Emory. ADC neuropathologists Marla Gearing and Julie Schneider, working with Dr. Mirra, studied the brains of 100 people with autopsy-confirmed Alzheimer's disease and found that three quarters of them had at least one e4. 

While Apoe4's identification as a genuine risk factor for the disease is undeniable, says Dr. Mirra, scientists are still leery of calling it the cause of Alzheimer's. "Interestingly, e2s seem to have a protective effect," says Dr. Mirra. "What needs to be sorted out is the actual role, if any, ApoE plays in development of Alzheimer's. One theory has it that ApoE is involved in processing of beta amyloid, which has its own set of implications." 

ApoE theories, if they pan out, would have to be seen as a boon on the therapeutic front. Instead of having to correct or eliminate a defect in the brain, doctors would be in the preferable position of providing something that isn't there but should be naturally - the protective, binding quality of "good" types of ApoE. 

But it's not likely to be that simple, Dr. Mirra says. Many people with Alzheimer's disease have no Apoe4; while others with this gene may live into their 90s with no signs of the disease at all. Further demonstrating that ApoE, however important, is not the last piece to the puzzle, Dr. Gearing of the ADC and Johannes Tigges of the Yerkes Regional Primate Research Center at Emory recently published a study of aged chimpanzees identifying the presence of an Apoe4-like gene in the animals. 

Apoe4, yes . . . neurofibrillary tangles, no. This hallmark of the disease in humans was missing in the elderly chimps, despite the fact that they did have senile plaques and beta amyloid deposits similar to those seen in Alzheimer's. 

"The ApoE genotype clearly influences the risk of developing Alzheimer's in humans, but we still know very little about how it influences the pathogenesis of the disease," says Dr. Mirra. "My hunch is that while genetic studies will help point the way toward disease mechanism, they will not tell the entire story." 

Molecular geneticist Doug Wallace would agree. After years of first establishing then investigating the link between human mitochondria, aging, and disease, Dr. Wallace has come to view Alzheimer's as multifactorial - with genetic, environmental, and aging components all deciding if, when, and how quickly the disease develops. In fact, he thinks a whole host of diseases may be caused by the progressive depletion of energy in certain cells of the body. His theory is tied to OXPHOS, or oxidative phosphorylation, the complex process by which human mitochondria generate ATP, the cellular gasoline that fuels 90% to 95% of the body's activities. OXPHOS, which works chiefly by converting fat to energy, is especially vital for the proper functioning of the brain, heart, liver, and other organ and tissue systems that require very high amounts of energy. 

The efficiency with which ATP is generated, says Dr. Wallace, depends on the condition of one's mitochondrial DNA (mtDNA), and that condition is extremely unstable. A maternally inherited form of DNA, mtDNA mutates about ten times faster than the nuclear DNA we inherit from both parents. 

Even worse, says molecular geneticist John Shoffner, "the mitochondrial mutations themselves can be inherited. The extent of their deleterious impact on ATP production depends, in part, on the severity of the mutations and their location within specific cells of particular organs." Furthermore, we acquire even more mutations to our mtDNA as we age, and the accumulated damage eventually slows down ATP production to the point where there is simply not enough gas left to keep the engine running. Without ATP, cells shut down and die. Enough dead cells in any one organ or tissue system and it malfunctions. 

Alzheimer's disease - characterized by the progressive death of specific brain cells and with demonstrated risk factors linked to age, environment, and inheritance - may have a mitochondrial OXPHOS connection. 

Speculative at this point, Dr. Wallace admits, but intriguing. He is willing to bet that OXPHOS-connected defects will hold answers not only to the cause of Alzheimer's and other neurodegenerative disorders but to other age-related conditions, including heart disease, cancer, and diabetes. 


The problem with an inability to metabolize something, of course, is that typically one doesn't know it until it's too late. That's certainly true of a disease marked by progressive metabolic dysfunction. By the time the average patient is brought to a doctor with full-blown clinical symptoms of Alzheimer's, for example, as much as 80% of some regions of his or her brain may be irreversibly degenerated. Therapy, even if it existed, could do precious little at that point. 

But some Emory radiologists are hopeful that advances in nuclear imaging - particularly in positron emission tomography (PET) and single photon emission tomography (SPECT) - can help brighten that grim picture. 

"The images generated by PET and SPECT are what we call 'functional' images, to distinguish them from the anatomic images provided by x-rays and magnetic resonance imaging (MRI)," says Naomi Alazraki, co-director of nuclear medicine and clinical director of PET imaging at Emory University Hospital. "They require living, functioning cells, and by looking at them we can see metabolism, perfusion, blood flow - the stuff of life. They afford us rare glimpses into the inner workings of the human brain." 

For instance, says radiologist Patricia Davis, PET specialists can now visually track the metabolism of glucose and oxygen in the brain, which is known to be abnormal in a person with Alzheimer's disease. The merging of such metabolic imaging tools with the superior structural abilities of MRI holds much promise, says Dr. Davis, for the early diagnosis of Alzheimer's as well as for the monitoring of potential therapies. 

What's needed to make this possible, she says, are large-scale studies on patients with different forms of dementia, as well as on healthy aged people with no dementia. "That is why collaborative projects such as CERAD are so important. It's the only way we can ever hope to see the sheer numbers of brains we need to further our knowledge." 

CERAD's registry of people with probable Alzheimer's is also important, says Dr. Davis, should the day come that a meaningful therapy is developed. "At that point, the national registry could aid in identifying people who could benefit from clinical trials." Another, more proactive scenario could be imagined for the not-too-distant future: A person known to be at increased risk for Alzheimer's disease - because of family history, for example - might start having brain scans at a certain age to detect the advent of the disease. Physicians could then search for early signs of Alzheimer's - degeneration in the medial temporal lobes, incomplete metabolism in the basal forebrain - much as they search today for the radiologic shadows and spots that presage breast cancer. 

Unfortunately, given current technology, functional brain imaging, particularly PET, is a labor-intensive, prohibitively expensive, and complex technique, especially in patients with a limited capacity to cooperate with a procedure that can last as long as an hour and a half. Availability is another limiting factor; only 60 PET centers exist in the United States, and all are in academic research settings. But there is little doubt, say Drs. Davis and Alazraki, that functional brain imaging can provide useful information in research studies and that the lessons learned in the lab will one day be extended to the bedside. 
 

When all is said and done, when all tangles have been tallied and all plaques accounted for, Alzheimer's disease remains a stubbornly behavioral problem. No one sends their loved one to a nursing home because of dots and spots on a pathologist's slide. 

"The troublesome behavior that Alzheimer's patients exhibit is often more significant in having them sent to nursing homes than their cognitive decline," says neurologist Alexander Auchus, head of the ADC's satellite clinic at the DeKalb-Grady Neighborhood Health Center. "Even if a patient has a bad memory, if he is able to sleep at night and cooperate with caregiving, he is much more likely to stay at home than is a patient with a better memory but who refuses to bathe and change clothes, or who is up at night walking around the house." Fortunately, he says, the sleep disturbances, anxiety, agitation, and other secondary behavioral symptoms of Alzheimer's disease often respond to treatment, either with medications or with certain nonpharmacologic approaches. What complicates matters is that a fair number of people who go to their doctor complaining of memory loss actually have more than one cause for the problem, and those separate causes must also be diagnosed and treated, which can be a complicated process. 

"A given patient may be found to have Alzheimer's by clinical criteria," Dr. Auchus says, "but when we check his or her blood we may find a vitamin B-12 deficiency, which can also cause dementia. Or perhaps we'll find strokes or depression coexisting with the Alzheimer's disease. These are all common problems in an elderly population." 

He has found overlapping causes of dementia to be especially prevalent in the predominantly minority population seen at the DeKalb-Grady Clinic. In a recent study, he and his colleagues found that about half of the African-American patients at their clinic who were demented had what could be termed "pure Alzheimer's disease"; 16% had overlapping Alzheimer's and vascular dementia, and 34% had multiple causes, including nutritional deficiencies and alcoholism. 

"These findings fly in the face of the popular misconception that strokes are the major causes of dementia in black Americans," says Dr. Auchus. "There has always been a sort of apocryphal wisdom, even among doctors, that Alzheimer's is a white, middle class disease. Perhaps cultural and financial concerns have prevented black families from seeking medical or institutional care for their loved one with dementia, and they have therefore been statistically under-represented. Nevertheless, our studies show that in Atlanta, at least, Alzheimer's is the most common cause of dementia in blacks, just as it is in whites." 

Implicit in the wide scope of Alzheimer's investigations being carried on at Emory and elsewhere is the general issue of the heterogeneity of the disease. There is no one-size-fits-all definition of Alzheimer's; rather, each case comes with its own particular set of clinical symptoms, its own timetable for progression, its own pathophysiologic thumbprint. And although this throws the door wide open for many areas of research, says Dr. Mirra, the downside is that science will not arrive easily at a single cause, diagnostic test, or treatment. 


"I wouldn't hold my breath for it," she says. "But even if a therapy cannot prevent or cure the disease completely, one shouldn't ignore the tremendous importance of merely delaying disease progression. Just by postponing institutionalization, patients and their families could realize enormous emotional and financial savings." 

That must have been the spirit in which the FDA approved its first-ever Alzheimer's drug this past September. That drug, tacrine, works by slowing the breakdown of acetylcholine, one of several essential neurochemical transmitters that become deficient in the Alzheimer's brain. Since its widely publicized release, however, tacrine has been greeted largely with a chorus of yawns from the medical community, showing only limited therapeutic benefits and some severe side effects, particularly liver damage in about 20% of patients taking it. 

"If tacrine were another drug in a larger cast of characters, so to speak, it probably wouldn't have been approved," says Charles Nemeroff, chairman of Psychiatry and Behavioral Sciences at Emory. "But as the only one, it is viewed as the lesser of two evils, sort of like the AZT of Alzheimer's disease." 

In the limited number of people who can tolerate it, tacrine sets the clock back on the advance of Alzheimer's disease by about six months, according to neurologist Allan Levey. "After that, the disease continues to march forward. Much like Parkinson's therapy with dopamine, tacrine merely offsets some of the symptoms of the disease but doesn't do anything to halt its progression." 

The problem, says Dr. Levey, is that Alzheimer's is a much more complex disease than Parkinson's. "Although acetylcholine deficiency is the most prominent deficit in the Alzheimer's brain, several other neurotransmitter systems also degenerate consistently: for instance, serotonin and glutamate, both of which are absolutely critical for proper cognitive functioning." 

Dr. Levey currently is studying receptors for these various neurotransmitters in both animal and human brains in hopes of clarifying how they might be relevant in development of more specific and effective drugs. 

Despite tacrine's limitations, Dr. Levey says, it is still an encouraging advance in drug therapy against Alzheimer's. "The point is that tacrine, simply by enhancing the action of just one of the three major chemicals that are deficient, has shown some benefit in seven of ten people who can tolerate high doses of the drug. And it's important to remember that the people taking tacrine are typically in the middle stages of Alzheimer's, not the early stages. So it's remarkable, when you consider they have already suffered substantial brain damage, that they are actually experiencing any positive effect." 

* * * 

Keeping in mind the benefits of each tiny scientific step forward can be a challenge to those who struggle daily with the less theoretical aspects of Alzheimer's: the families and caregivers of those with the disease. It's a lesson Sue Mirra learned the hard way. 

"I was already very involved in the field as a researcher when my father developed Alzheimer's. He died several years later, at the age of 86. The problems my mother, my brother, and I faced caring and making decisions for him during those years really opened my eyes. It made me more sensitive to the needs of caregivers." 

It's an experience she thinks is worth sharing. Eight years ago, with that thought in mind, she initiated a program with the Atlanta chapter of the Alzheimer's Association that brings second-year medical students in contact with families of Alzheimer's patients. The students visit patients and talk with their family members about the emotional, physical, and financial stresses they face. Not only has the program been an unqualified success among students, several families sign up year after year to participate. 

"It's an easy, practical way to teach our future physicians that there's more to disease than plaques and tangles," says Dr. Mirra. "There are people involved." 

 

Scientists in Dr. John Wood's anatomy and cell biology labs - including Caroline Reich, '94MD, PhD - are looking at enzymes that seem to play a role in affecting tau, a major component of the neurofibrillary tangles seen in Alzheimer's brains. 

 

Historically, most of what we know about Alzheimer's has been learned through direct, physical examination of the brains of those who have died of the disease - work conducted by pathologists such as Suzanne Mirra, director of Emory's Alzheimer's Disease Center. 

 

 

The observation of plaques (left) and tangles at autopsy is still required to make a definite diagnosis of Alzheimer's disease. The recent identification of genetic markers for apolipoprotein E, however, may soon change all that. 


Mitochondrial genetics expert Doug Wallace is among a growing number of scientists who think Alzheimer's is multifactorial - with genes, environment, and aging all deciding if, when, and how quickly the disease develops. 


Molecular geneticist John Shoffner believes Alzheimer's, along with a host of other diseases, may be caused by the progressive depletion of energy in certain cells of the body. 

 

 
 
Overlapping causes of dementia are particularly prevalent in African-Americans, says neurologist Alex Auchus. While Alzheimer's disease is the most common, other culprits include vascular disease, diabetes, and nutritional deficiencies. 
 
 
"More and more, neuroimaging will play a vital role in the evaluation of dementia," says radiologist Patricia Davis. "It is already an integral part of the examination and follow-up of patients with dementia." 

 

In advanced Alzheimer's, the brain is no longer able to produce sufficient quantities of the neurochemicals acetylcholine, serotonin, and glutamate, which are essential to proper brain functioning. Using the Parkinson's/dopamine model, neurologist Allan Levey and others at Emory are working to develop drugs to replace these missing chemicals. 


key part of the brain affected bA y Alzheimer's disease is the hippocampus, whose name, because of its shape, comes from the Greek word meaning sea horse. The hippocampus has been called the "throne" of memory. 
 
 
"The 'functional' images generated by PET and SPECT afford us rare glimpses into the inner workings of the human brain," says radiologist Naomi Alazraki, clinical director of PET imaging at Emory Hospital. Emory's PET center is one of only 60 in the nation. 

 

"The fact that we still don't have a biological test for Alzheimer's is a major stumbling block," says Dr. Charles Nemeroff, chair of Psychiatry and Behavioral Sciences. "We would like to develop one - using spinal fluid, blood, urine, or some other peripheral tissue - with which we could make a diagnosis." 

 

http://www.whsc.emory.edu/_pubs/em/1995spring/alz.html 


Darryl won The Harrison L. Rogers, Jr., M.D. Award of Excellence in Medical Journalism

from the Medical Association of Atlanta in 1996 for this article.

Wednesday, July 09, 2025

What makes life worth living?


 


Swimming in a pool on a hot summer day.

Jack: June 2025.

Happiness can not be pursued as an abstract goal. Happiness is a result, a product of doing something, a feeling when one acts, completes an achievement, engages in love or the joy of companionship. Telling someone to be happy often leads to the opposite effect, since it calls attention to others that you think they are not happy. Allow me to give examples in addition to the one above...








Enjoying the uplifting painting of a Whirling Dervish, or being a Whirling Dervish in ecstasy. 








Music with its vast variety, its sublime rhythms of life: for instance, 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63Em11vjoHg&list=RD63Em11vjoHg&start_radio=1&t=936s&ab_channel=QueenCureSky



Hiking on a trail above a waterfall.

Darryl atop Graveyard Falls.  








There is a flip side to happiness, also: avoiding what is unpleasant, painful, distracting, numbing in life, for our contemporary society is full of woe. We go on vacation to avoid the noise, the pollution ever increasing around us; only avoidance is approaching the impossible. There are people with leaf blowers on the beach now. Planes fly overhead. Disease, violence, danger are everywhere. There is no escape. 

My question is whether life is worth living if we give up the illusions and fantasies. What if prayers are no more than calls into the abyss: empty, echoing, hollow words. What if there are no supernatural powers or ghosts we shall meet in a fantastic paradise? What if our lives do not get better, but get worse with aging, illness, loneliness, alienation? Is awareness, consciousness worthwhile if life becomes suffering with no prospect of joy or happiness from what we do? 

There is no ready answer. Religious texts offer no meaningful salvation. As a t-shirt that belonged to my husband, which I wear now,  claims, "You only live once."  No afterlife. No reincarnation. 

 Nonetheless, as Keats wrote two hundred years ago, "A thing of Beauty is a joy forever."

He also wrote in Endymion, answering the question, "Wherein lies happiness," 

"To the chief intensity: the crown of these
Is made of love and friendship, and sits high
Upon the forehead of humanity.
All its more ponderous and bulky worth
Is friendship, whence there ever issues forth
A steady splendour; but at the tip-top,
There hangs by unseen film, an orbed drop
Of light, and that is love." 



Mt. Rainier

The Joy of Friendship:

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10220351280786918&type=3







Monday, June 30, 2025

Immortality

 


It is heartening to see the kind responses to my comment about the poem on death and transformation into nature. Grief has been far more intense and profound than anything I could have imagined only a few months ago. I say that having gone through the suicide, the death by AIDS, disease, and the murder of those I greatly loved who died too young.
I've heard, and now and then entertained, the notions of others about some form of immortality, from reincarnation to the elaborate schemes of the established religions. Those imaginations of immortality of some kind or another all appear to me as forms of wishful thinking, the inability to see the truth and simply accept it. Life is like the Buddhist Mandala, something beautiful, precious, and temporal. The effects of that life my be everlasting, as in a collective unconscious, or in its impact on other living beings. Let that be enough.
For me, grief has slowly and painfully taken me to the realization that my decades of marriage, love, and shared life in empirical reality with Darryl are over. His physical being is now the ashes in the Blue Ridge Mountains and the Chinese Vase in our living room. That makes it all the more valuable to me, the years of joy, of travel, of shared visions and ideas. We shared so much of our understanding of the world, our humanitarian views, our friends, our love of all the arts, of details of life, our love of tennis even, the "little things" of life.
My own life will come to an end soon enough. I am not a young man. I used to want to match Socrates and live until 70. I've passed that by almost 8 years. So, for what is left of it, I shall treasure my life with Darryl and what we accomplished together, without looking endlessly for signs of a ghost. I've seen those signs of others who are "gone." So if he appears when I do die, so be it. Surprise!
In the meantime, I expect nothing from death for either of us. Thank you, Epicurus for your wisdom, for a great celebration of empirical life with all of its wonder and plenitude. There is a bit more of that left for me, and I shall try to enjoy it-- despite the horrifying state of the world at present.
Which reminds me, only the present is actually real; all else, past and future, are imaginative projections, and sometimes, works of art.



Jameson

Monday, June 16, 2025

Celebrating the life and generous character of Darryl Gossett

 

Jack and Darryl at Tybee
Photograph Credit: Steve Killian


On June 7 we took Darryl's ashes to The Graveyard Fields and Waterfall on the Blue Ridge Parkway to flow in the waters there. Nearly one hundred people: friends, family, acquaintances, neighbors, and many who knew Darryl as long as I did or longer, expressed their affection for him, the sense of loss we all feel, the sadness of such a sudden and unexpected death. The beautiful mountain landscape and waterfall provided the ideal setting for those of us who made this pilgrimage to honor Darryl. Long may he remain in our hearts, our feelings, out memories, and our thoughts. I still recall Darryl's reading me the story of spirits who said that they would exist so long as loved ones remembered them. 

Here are some photographs of our ceremony. I want to emphasize that for me the task now is to move from grief to celebration. Darryl deserves our admiration and praise for his generosity, his contribution to medical writing, his sharp wit and intellect, his lack of selfishness (almost to a flaw). He had incredible empathy for others, always kind words for all but the most wicked. 

As a volunteer, in the 1990s, he worked in a hospice for those dying of AIDS. In 2008 and 2010 he served as a volunteer at Kalani on Hawaii's Big Island, working in the kitchen and helping with high tech development in Kalani's administration. In his decade of service as an editor and writer at the Emory School of Medicine, Darryl published extensive articles on health research, including an article on Alzheimer Disease that won an award from the American Medical Association in Atlanta. Darryl served as President of the Atlanta Chapter of the American Medical Writers Association. Darryl also attended numerous medical conferences, including a program in Neurology given by Harvard University in New England. After Emory, Darryl served as a medical editor and program director at WebMD. Among other accomplishments, Darryl taught Creative Writing in the Adult Education Department of Emory. He also wrote numerous articles for the Arthritis Foundation. Perhaps one of his most rewarding essays was his explanation published in =Emory Medicine= of Emory's discovery of Ramses I, grandfather of Ramses the Great, and the proof of his identity by Emory using DNA evidence provided by Egypt. Emory gave the Pharaoh back to Egypt as a gift. The Egyptian Curator of Emory then invited Darryl to join an extensive, select tour of Egypt with Trustees of The Metropolitan Museum in New York and other connoisseurs of Egyptian Art. It was an aesthetic experience Darryl shared with us in detail. 

Few people have the blessing of such a remarkable 35-year relationship, one  that has made my life rich and rewarding. Darryl gave my life passion, appreciation for the good qualities of life, the joy of an intense and beautiful intimacy. We traveled over much of the world together, from Alaska to the Perito Moreno Glacier in Patagonia, from Istanbul to Amsterdam to Haleakala, year after year. How fortunate I was the night that handsome young man walked into our mutual hallway, wearing a long nightshirt, carrying a copper candlestick with a burning candle, and telling me, yes, he knew who Karen Finley is, that he loved her art work and performances. 

Steve, John, Carl, Lillian, and Kelly
















Darryl waves from the Top of Graveyard Falls

On the Blue Ridge Parkway.